okay..i'm going bazoooka rite now ... *steam engine*..i must de-stress myself out. like omg...it's summer... -__- but yah..one thing is totally in my way now..: the thing called work..like as in a JOB..i've always wanted..but now..i'm not sure about it..i never was..but said i wud do it anyways..but the problem is..i signed up for TWO JOBS..AND I HAVE THOSE TWO JOBS..one at WARE ACADEMY and the other at YIPS...like omgggggg..and TODAY..they BOTH called me...omgg...WARE ACADEMY..one person already wants lesson from me and u knwo what..I AHVE NO FREAKIN IDEA WHAT MY STUPID LESSON PLAN IS...LIKE SEORIUSLY?!?! I CAN'T DO THIS!!!!!!!!!....omggg..i wanna scream..i have to call some mom named kathy soon..but u knwo what the problem is...I DOT'N KNOW WHAT I'M TEACHIGN..GOSHHH...and then the supervisor told me i have to send them anoterh pic and send a bigger biography..czu ppl want to see my faceee -__- how sad is that..hhahahaa but yea..going nutz..okay..tha'ts ONLY ONE JOB...well i get decent pay..i thinkkk $17.50 / hr..but still..i can't do this.. someone help me..then there's the OTHER JOB AT YIPS..yahh...-____- omygoodness..well tomorrow i ahve to go see how they teach a lesson..which might benefit me for ware academy wen im' SOLO-TEACHIGN...hahahaaha..so tomorrow..i will see how the teacher teaches..and mb i can just copy him/her...basically at YIPS..i'm helping first at a summer camp for violin playesr for hthe last two weeks of august...and preparing them for a recitall.which is BAZOOOKA....but prolly this will be a LO T easier for mee than at ware. +=-+ well mb not..they're liek 3 years old ..gosh* then wen school starts the person wants me to teach TWICE a week..and this one doens't pay as much...she said $9-$10....sooo i dunno ...i really dotn' care about the money..but i really care about the WORK EXPERIENCE..well i dotn' care..but i think i'll need taht WORK EXPERIENCE LATER ON IN MY LIFE...but i don't know wut i shud at THE PRESENT...which is BAZOOOOOOKA..cuz yes.ii'm focusting a lot on school next year..but it's NTUZ..cuz i'm also focusing A LOT on extar curricular activities..i'm booked everyday for everyday of the week for clubs clubs clubs..which is not cool , which means no time to do school work..which is bad....but HERE'S MY PROBLEM..someone help m eout:
wud u rather:
1) quit both jobs and focus on school
2) go bazooka with school and keep two jobs for extra-curricular activiities for university
3) or mb i shdu just work with one job -__-
okay..someone help me. i need help. desperate help.
i must priortize my life.
i think i shud plan my life.
i think i shud get a calendar..and start scribbling.
bye.
actually i mite as well scribble some stuf fdown here:
today is august 9.
aug 9-math, movie, steph
aug 10-yips, dim sum, alice
aug 11-math
aug 12-yips, beach
aug 13-math, university planning day at tanz
aug 14- FREEE..PHEW.
aug 15-church, do stuff w/ kitty? =)
aug 16-VBS STARTS!! -____- , dad's bday!
aug 17-VBS
aug 18-MATH (hopefully i can do that), VBS
aug 19-VBS
aug 20-VBS ENDS :D
aug 21-FREEEEE ..i'm so sleepign this day.
aug 22-church
aug 23- math
aug 24- YIPS summer camp (oh man..not again)
aug 25-math
aug 26 - YIPS summer camp ...-_-
aug 27-math
aug 28-RESTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT
aug 29-church
aug 30- school's coming..oh man
aug 31-sept 6- work @ yips every tues/thurs, prolly work at ware academy, prepare for school, decide university, go visit universities, find scholarships, back to school shopping, relax, it's grade 12 -_-, decide if i will keep jobs
yes..this is my summer...-_- not cool.
